83.

Life is silly, but it is full of such
joyous beauty
in the most unexpected places.

82.

[make up]

81.

80.

[fuck finals]


[rot lippenstift]

79.

Ich will nicht ein Valentine,
Ich will ein Visionär.
[Bridget Gray]

78.

she falls into philosophies and harmonies,
she dreams and brings in such creative bliss she never knew could be.
life never knew me until i let it in.

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66.

[masochistic melodies]
tonight we laughed as the world rained down the horrors of a darkened future
the pain tingled through our toes,
making us squirm and giggle at the sensations we used to find unpleasant.
"its the end of the world!" we cried out loud. (!)
and our sorry hearts never felt so bright as we danced to the song of our forefathers
as we danced on the edge of parking lot garages to fall and SOAR
creating one final, desperate act of art,
hysterically displayed across the pavement.

"we are the last of the aesthetic pleasures,
join us in laughing to our graves."

65.

[this is rania. she did the make up]

64.

[this is rania. she did the make up]

63.

[make up by rania mardini]

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[Has is really been about a week since I've posted?? I'm sorry guys. Let me show you what I've been up to]

59.

[unintentional hypnosis]
what are you?
why do you lie?
tell me what you are.
tell me where you're from,
and why you lie.

big black panther monster thing
growling and roaring at me
in loathing.

i just want to know who you are.
light coats me
sphere of glittering golden light overhead.
i look through it
sadly

are you there?
are you there?
there she is
black and dark
why do you hate me?
why do you lie?
shadows on my wall move
flashback monsters 12 12 6 12 13 12
oh god oh god
don't be afraid, hold on
don't be afraid
its okay its okay its okay
light orb over you
called "logic"
smile.
everything you touch
light spreads pours over in golden river
logic is your savior.

58.

i was such a
she was such a
they were such a
we were such a
good thing, good thing
what a shame, what a shame
what a shame we passed away
what a shame we gave away
all the beauty, beauty, beauty
of the world,
of the world.

57.

this is my father.